Saturday, November 15, 2008
So.
You screwed up.
God isnt to blame.
You cant avoid it, the many implications have amplified it.
Your soul wants to blame God. but you know that would get you no where.
you are still aware.
go back to your little corner.
go back to where it all began, the Ideal of solitude; wait.
For now, no one can change your mindset. you are once again weak, useless, mindless, last, drifting, quiet, silent.
Angry, but too weak to do anything about it.
Hurting, yet numb.
shocked, and still is.
disbelieving, but acknowledging.
doubting, yet surrendering.
on the fence perhaps, swaying. about to fall.
but one thing you have, you are still aware.
aware of the Truth.
aware of His love.
aware of the promises.
aware of hope.
what do you do?
do you stop to think, or carry on life as usual?
neither, for if you stop, God's work is hindered. if you carry on life as usual, you're in denial.
at least you arent hindered to show you are weak, finally.
You cant put on a show to be strong and let time pass, you know that.
You arent strong inside, you know that too.
You make the decision.
God's work prevails, you are but a branch,
a lump of clay,
a piece of mirror.
for The Vine to bear fruit,
for The Potter to mould,
for The Light to be reflected.
You would say: "Then why does God still blame us? For who resists his will?"
But who are you, O man, to talk back to God?
"Shall what is formed say to him who formed it, 'Why did you make me like this?' "
Does not the potter have the right to make out of the same lump of clay some pottery for noble purposes and some for common use?
You have let God down, and you are sorry.
you are still aware.
go back to your little corner.
go back to where it all began, the Ideal of solitude; wait.
Posted by keithc at 3:42 AM
