Friday, October 26, 2007

i climbed up the narrow, cramped up sidestairs of the airconed 154 with great difficulty, hands grabbing the once-shiny handle bars that were most probably greased with strangers' sweat residue. yucks...
wiping down on my jacket, i saw her sitting with her friends at the front of the deck. oh hi, nice broad smile and a grin. i walked over to sit with her as if the seat was left empty for me.
she threw her hair back, in a carefree attempt to flirt. her smile seemed refreshing, and i felt at once comfortable, though i didnt expect it the moment i saw her on the bus.

the bus was noisy and packed, and yet sitting next to her, it was as if we were in a world of our own, even without direct eye contact.
the way her bag took up space on the inside of her seat was so fluked, it forced our shoulders together.
a kind of sensation whirled up in my stomach, its the feeling u get whenever you make direct contact with someone of the opposite sex. its DA feeling.
as if she felt it too, she edged towards me, drawing closer...
danger zone,

***
"hey, not til you're done with ______. not yet..."

(disappointed,)
"why are all guys the same? (blahblahblah... cant rmb..)
its your chance now, if you dont go for it, you'll never be able to get it. the time is now.. you sure this is what you'll choose? "

"yep, i'd still give you up."

***

"this is why _____ is so yesterday."
(bends forward and GASPS* kisses me)

the world disappeared as i turned to find myself engaging in liplock. with eyes closed, a mirage of colours dominated the black.
eric clapton's and john mayer's solos were played in my ear.
it just felt totally right.

as we pulled away from each other, all of a sudden the contrast went up.
the sun shone brighter than it had, and her face looked like a portion of heaven.
both of us smiled, a strange bond was formed. something we both felt comfortable with, something many other losers will be envious about.

all of a sudden, her mood changed. she told me about herself regarding _____ and her own topic. i rebutted, and suddenly we were debating, about what i cant really remember as well. but it was like how horrible debates in school can get.

at her last rebutt, i stopped. this shouldnt be the way love works,
i bent forward, and gently kissed her back.
the world flipped back over to its bright side again wth. she stopped..

having missed my bus stop over a petty quarrel, i got up and gave her one last look, before going down the side stairs again.

*heart-melted.

***

i woke up, thinking OMG I GOT A GIRLFRIEND.
2 seconds later, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. and i wondered if that was really how bgrs really are. u get heaven for a while, and then hell. but freak, its all fake.
4 seconds later, AHHH IT WAS A DREAM!! awwwwwwwwwww. but it felt so real.
but then again, its disgusting how a girl like her would end up with me. she's wayy to good. and wayy pro.
and the dream made her look like a slut, but obviously she isnt.

aw keith. next time u ever think of a BGR,
in your dreams, in your dreams.

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Posted by keithc at 8:01 AM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

life management lesson 1:
go straight home after a test paper.

"QUESION 12 OR!! ITS 7/8 RIGHT ITS 7/8 RIGHT ITS 7/8 RIGHT"

LIKE I FFFING CARE.

"rv is damn easy la? u nvr do? its damn easy la!"

SO I'M DUMB, CANNOT ISSIT?

more buzz, more buzz. everyone got the same answer yet they are all talking about it. for wad ah? not like if i got the same ans as you my working is different?

i'm finding it hard to get over the careless mistakes...
after all the effort, the time spent in amath remedial.
f it, still stupid mistakes popping up. mistakes that will cost me a grade or two.

if amaths is like tt... what will happen for the other days man.
this wouldnt have happened if i stopped myself. i hate myself.

Posted by keithc at 2:15 AM