Sunday, November 30, 2008
im really glad t11 came back so emo and impacted by the ocip trip! wish i had went however, but well it couldnt be done so...
its enough emoing and staying at where i am.. the world isnt gonna slow down for me, so i gotta keep pushing, going, doing and reaching towards THE goal. ive been avoiding this for very long, but i guess this is goodbye t11. officially, for once. i hate to seem like im putting on a strong front. then again, maybe i am. but if i leave without feeling even a tinge of sadness, it would have been a lie.
i dont know about how the world views me for who i am now, and it doesnt matter already.. because at least i now know how i view myself. im gonnamiss you guys so much, and i know i havent wasted a year. urghh i need some emo pics and italic-ed words here.
and i know when january starts, esp on the 12th, its gonna be hell. i'll be back to drifting and having nothing to look forward to, which would give me tons of opportunity to emo.
oh well, i wouldnt know til then!
internet's down... im seriously pretty miserable that i cant talk to anyone casually on msn anymore. its just a huge sigh coming from within me, urghh.
Posted by keithc at 10:58 AM
