Chad blondel came to faith methodist church tt day, must say i'm not a gigger actually, couldnt really connect with the band, but made no mistake checking out his CD when ariel lent it to me.. this dude is seriously talented and some of his tracks are fantastic... this song in particular was written for his girlfriend, and mind she really has nice eyes hahaha... i cant help but feel emo and think whenever i hear it, i totally love it!! urghh if only there were tabs for this song. Ariel and i will totally jam it man... its solo sounds great too.. ahhaha and i saw his secret pedal! whahha i shall get it and get his sound aahahah...
cause baby, this is what you're doing to me... you made me think that my life before you was just loneliness..
eh but seriously, no girl can really transform you just like how God can... must remember that its really not all about the girl... hahah you despo guys. admit it la, why you all whack me when i said all guys are despo. i may be claiming about myself but i'm sure u all also like that la... dun come put on a macho show and whack me OK! hahaha.... feelings are really hard to control, i suppose joel had a point lah. i'm happy God granted me grace to control mine, if not things will get wayyy out of hand.
moving on, church camp was awesome! i got to make some new friends, caught up with ppl from church that i never really did. one of which was alvin's dad... i didnt even know he was around in church all the while. whole day train at playing pool.. hahaha. then ardella, who is pretty soft spoken actually but humourous in a way... another was clarisse, my sis' goood friend since how long. dillon's sister!! and i never really talked to her all these years til now.. just realised she's quite cute la, chubby also hahaha. (not implying anything elseee, sorry lois!)
its pretty sad ariel came alone, but nonetheless i'm sure it was fun and good bonding together as a church for him. if his sister came, i'm sure the girls would have even more fun. terry seemed to have a great time too haha!! the younger ones like sai wan and her sis.. i was movedd and convinced our ministry is indeed growing... for pictures, visit my sister's blog or any other blog lol.. tons of them.
btw, HOWKIAT COULDNT COME CAUSE OF EXAMS... but its ok, honour God with ur studies, he'll be equally if not more pleased! and camps arent everything la... ahhaha... wait til december man...
ok now i'm back, and its only early june. i suddenly realise 20th june is my first paper, which is next friday. technically it means i have less than 10 days to study for 3 huge, new papers... why does june seem so short! its unfair!! and i cant rly play this week and the next already... it seems i have to go full stream like O levels again... hmss i hope i can find my determination and discipline back...
recently i've realised how stressful and tiring and scary being in the youth comm can be... and i'm finally seeing a situation which is so huge, so devastating, that God's power and glory can shine through again. it has been pretty stagnant and nothing much has been going on after the hillsong concert, and now i finally know why and see why. many things in the youth com are administrative, man driven that sometimes we really need something huge to let us rely on God... i've also realised the importance of my position in the com, and what potential i have actually... reminding myself once again, all we need is a broken and contrite heart, and the willingness to be used.
God CAN choose you, if you let him. on a closer analysis, he DOESNT HAVE to choose you, but he can. AND, you have to give it all to him. obviously, i'm hinting something here. youth camp 08 is upcoming! and if you feel a burden in your heart to serve in an area, let me know! i already have people in mind, but if you have the want to, step up and see God working!
everyone was pretty dead tired on sunday.. i slept on saturday evening til 12+am, and then proceeded to do the worship slides for sunday. i still must tell joel and alvin, why should i play acoustic when my electric can go cleaner than an acoustic! its simply funnyyy. acoustic can go brriiiiing, but it never sparkles as much as my strat... acoustic can go CHIKKK, but it never crunches as much as my strat too. plus acoustic is fat. its real late, time to go!!
