Sunday, June 15, 2008

okk no prizes for guessing who just blogged for me!! whahhaha i thought i had nothing to blog about but apparently i do...
a lot of motivation is lost recently.. makes me just wanna run, bounce ball, swim and do lotsa sports to tire myself out, maybe its just fatigue laa.. but i rly couldnt sit still to do just 2 hours of maths in one day.
i looked back at Equipping the Saints' main theme on making time available for the Lord. "teach us to number our days, so we may gain a heart of wisdom". Psalm 90:12. yess, at least i managed to memorise that verse cause it convicts me too much. i can spend one day, starting from 1.30 cause i just woke up. then crapping on the com til 3pm. then realising its quite late so i must study... and by the time i start its 4pm, til 6. and for these 2 hours, i'm messaging what do to after dinner... what crap.

its been crappy, just wasting time and well, even spending it on QT is tons more valuable...

my motivation... flew away. like literally.
it just doesnt seem proper when something so close to you isnt around anymore..
in times like these, how do we go back to God and tell him, you're the only one i ever need, the only motivation i need to get my work done? and that he is all that we're working for?

i shall repost my cool statement i've posted 2 times before, we're "called to be the man and woman we should be" whoaa sounds pro right. actually not rly, but whenever it echoes in my mind i feel this drive for excellence...

lets go lets go, mai tu liao... its just started..