Sunday, April 06, 2008
urghh no work done yet..
3 tests, and math is on tuesday.
math will comprise of 3 totally new subjects with 0 practice on my part... something tells me.. 32/100 again?
and i've only read through my econs notes... hmm and its on friday.
math, nothing. and its on tuesday.. hmm hmm.
i have no idea why every sunday night i have emo gushes. really there's no reason to it...
maybe cause i took a nap and i'm like a bit dizzy after i wake up, or that
CHURCH IS OVER. or that
SCHOOL IS STARTING. or that
THERE ARE SO MANY TESTS. or that
i really miss trackers. lol i know this is out of point. but i miss life that i love...
and i didnt exactly love the period after Os too.. well not as much as trackers i guess hahha...
well well this week's been tiring.. so many things to do and all.. urghh.
and i need to pass my 2.4.. crap la i'm perma unfit. and why am i 17... if i'm 16 i would surely pass.. btw cj's passing is silver.. so maybe i DID pass. hahaha...
i'm starting to rly miss the trackers ppl... miss eugene, miss jared. miss xiaorong and dionne.. miss ronda and glenda. miss pastor kaiming and shawn, elisabeth and vicky ahh intaj hasnt had another meeting since the one to little india whahah...
i miss the days we just spend learning about the bible.. just there early in the morning at 9am though everyone else is sleeping at home. (excluding the jc dudes la)
i miss being that hyper and serious for God. qt and prayer in the train every morning, when there's just the nice sunshine and time... oh, time...
9-5 in trackers, and yet there's this freedom and time..
issit impossible to keep these relationships, God included, as strong anymore now that school has started?
1/2 hour quiet time seems impossible everyday...
and lessons, everyday it gets harder and harder to concentrate..
i should stop this, i shouldnt rave on about how hard life is now, but yet cling on to the victory that is promised. must chiong, must smile, must do.
though i'm here slacking and blogging... i shall consider it rest.
and then work after my rest...
all that talk about being the men and women we were created to be.. it may seem like crap, but then it is the ideal and we must strive!
ok this emo gush feeling has no basis for being in here. i conclude it something thats not suppose to be around. go away u crappy feeling.
i think after i finish my homework i'll be a happier person lol.
nothing to blog about, except that the speech for today's mission sunday went well... first time in front of the congregation and pretty unprepared also!!
however i thank God for the courage that he gave. after all, the mission trip is MEANT to be brought back to tell the church how it went...
i hope some people left church inspired or pricked by my message... i really do.. then it would have been worth it! somore tee loon got the external world vision team to get pratas, nun and indian food for us all.. power man!!
oh oh, and my gp teacher's gonna teach us up til june! fantastic man.. i promise to do my best for gp since i'm so tyco with my points whahaha... honestly, it was just a random thing that sprung into my head.
or MAYBE I"M A REALLY GOOD THINKER? WHAAHHA... MR HOII WROTE "insightful! :)" ON MY PAPER WHOAAAA... big leh big leh...
and then i'm just gonna flung the next test for sure... ahhaha...
whatever la, i cant even memorise those chim words properly.. kept standing up and all, oh well.
but gp is rly quite fun. however lit's poetry is still the most fun.
i will be praying for all poly friends this entire week... it is confirm gonna be gruelling, shocking and scary. lois, if u are bullied must tell me ok! i will pray even more for you.. i hope you grow to love your course over time so these 3 years will be joyful:)
for those jc-qualified friends who went to poly, bear in mind that poly is a choice you made, and
no matter how hard it gets, DONT regret not going to a jc, thats the most important... make the best of whatever you're given and dont give up!
to be continued..
Posted by keithc at 5:39 AM
