Sunday, April 20, 2008
so here i am, back home. well rested and awaiting my tuitor to come.
i called him to come.
why on earth would i choose tuition over an outing...
i justified myself with my own thinking. Here's the situation... here's the keith who doesnt deserve a place in jc. here's the God who delivered him and placed him there. so what should i do about it? Do my best obviously.
my conscience doesnt go to anyone else but Him. and i know i'm not being the good steward if i just decide to enjoy myself. confirm flunk.
i'm not the average student. the average student passes when he studies and fails when he doesnt. i fail even if i study...
no matter how much u are a close friend to me. no matter how much you love me and i love you, it just doesnt seem to get through why you dont seem to understand... and a few words or two are enough to just break it all.
i'm sorry i disappointed you. and i miss all of you a lot, i miss you everyday.
2 timothy 2:15
"Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a workman who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth."
to be continued...
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okayy, continued. regarding the above verse, u guys shall meditate on it on your own.. hahaa its one of the main driving verses of my life this year.
with the happy updates coming now... in 3...2...1...
woo today's worship was excellent...
didnt intend to play this week actually... was thinking of leaving to either delci's or ronda's church cause eugene isnt around and i wasnt suppose to play. but joel urged me to stay due to the lack of advisors around.. so i decided to make today fruitful.
i played for worship in the end and gathered cell... its been quite sad really, for a cell group to be unable to have full attendance for like a month already. and it always seems kind of boring or draggy and long most of the time.. issit cause of the seriousness of eugene, or that we cant go into cell high and all? nonetheless, i thank God for today where all of us cept val (val u rock cont to train hard for hockey and do cj proud!) were there in kfc. it was rare, and i'm so happy everyone was kind of on as well, tracy rushed there immediately after she settled the june camp's registration.. :)
today the 2 newcomers were also greeted really warmly.. kudos to adelle and team! adelle i think your ministry is one of the faster progressing ones.. in fact all the ministries are progressing pretty fast... worship has new potential players too!
well moving on, i finally sense myself improving as a player.. indeed God has given me his spirit of courage to play confidently... the worship was just so good la... there were quite a few times i could worship and take my focus off the fretboard for a while.. and howkiat liked my riff. woo...
ariel is getting more pro too... i feel he should be the band leader instead of me.. he can train me la, with technical stuff... hahaha.
howkiat, i'm looking forward to hearing ur keyboard skills too... ahhaha...
oh and last wk, i was just telling dillon i wanted to buy an mp3 so i could listen to all the christian cds i got.. and guess wad? dillon just whipped out his mp3 to lend me! whoaa divine man..
and today joel lent me his old earpiece which is actually super zhai alr... praise God for his providence la.. hopefully with worship ringing in my ears everyday i can feel more encouraged.. :)
so back to the workman approved by God. lets do our best and not chase after false dreams...
God is here, his plan is now. our plan has to fall in accordance with his, if not nothing is going to work out.
just like how Range of F must be under domain of G in gf(x) for the composite function to exist.
OKAY THATS MATHS. but well its good enough an analogy whahaha...
and to jacon, happy birthday:) and to caleb, belated!!
thanks all, pls hold. (cj morning announcements language)
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