Friday, March 07, 2008
woo this week is super happening!
had intaj group dinner on tuesday, samuel's bday celebration on thursday and jolyn (fellow tracker's) birthday party on friday night at downtown! of course i had to stay over, how can i dont stay over when i actually went all the way down on a tired friday??
first, its the holidays already!! so hard to believe that the moment i settle into jc its alr march and term one's syllabus are suppose to be at my fingertips already.. this is madness. lets see how many maths subs i've been through.. and how many i actually know.
1.partial fractions
2.MI (math induction)
3.sequences
4.binomial
5.sigma notation
what i know:
1/2 of MI.
this is crazyness man... econs too, and gp is retarted!!! its just crazy how many things we have to know. i share your pains, all 2nd intakers... (esp if u are in ac, hc or some elite jc) life must be 2 times harder there than in cj i suppose... at least i can still go out so many times this week... (my class 1t11 (loves!) goes out almost everyday cause far east is just 15mins away from cj XD)
and yet i declined going two times.. just wanna slack sometimes..
new classmates are nice... yunsong, soloman, samuel, mark, all rather new friends la as of this year, but we kinda seem to clique well. not to mention my buddy marrisa who's really like a buddy, shalini who always tells me the timetable for the next day, bonnyyy who takes pics without sending them around, stephanie, melissa, christabel, belle, sherryyy. totally happening man..
miss lee is exactly like miss lee... naggy and fast.
gp teacher is scary.
lit teacher is imbally professional...
chem teacher is a friendly nice b**** (she self proclaimed it!! but she's really caring la really...)
chinese..... (hears birds chirpping in the lecture hall)
oh well to the chalet stayover/jolyn's bday party... a bit sad that christabel didnt go... haiz the poor girl's sick. but as much as it was fun... i didnt enjoy it as much..
perhaps because i was the only guy from intaj since jared didnt go. i wish he went in place of me...
the scandals and anchor beer cans were really disturbing, and i absolutely hate things like that when i go out with friends and stay over somewhere... its absolutely irritating and i detest it.. ever since last year's service learning.. i will not comment anything here...
also felt disturbed with the OTHER scandalous things. please, keep me out of any girl/guy businesses... sometimes i rly wanna scream in someone's face.. just leave me alone can... i cant type everything here for fear relationships will be broken before they actually die.
anyway, emo and disturbed were the two main feelings i felt throughout the night... every chalet's like that, be it class or anything else.
hints are getting obvious, and our emo feelings may be reflecting the exact same thing.. i dont know about what's going on in you, but in me everything's exploding, and suddenly new concoctions are added to the previous', making me bubble and shiver in worry, fear, anger, sadness, excitement, desire, passion all at the same time. could it be? could it not be i have no idea and i'm confused. this is really super confusing.. 1000 questions spilling out of one mind at the same time. and when one is answered, it contradicts another.
emo gushh... its human.
me, i'm suppose to be spirit empowered at all times.
but when i may have something... its so painful to give it up and release it back to Jesus. painful.
painful seems to be a very commonly used word today.
her jovial bend,
like nail polish on hand,
grants me ecstasy, highs and a blush.
but in the absence of remover,
however loved,
still unwillingly taken away.
can nail polish really fit my hand?
Posted by keithc at 9:38 PM
