Sunday, March 30, 2008

ok this is retarded... cutter and i just realised how much homework we really have.

jc like that, ARMY SURE DIE LA.

i cant believe i wasted 5 hours at fun o rama though... it rly wasted my entire saturday.. nonetheless it was a great time of bonding and meeting old/super old/lost friends as well as my sec school budds and trackers budds! hahaha...
only no church budds...

but oh well i actually wanted to see ronda dionne glenda amandal sherrie christabel all at once there lol... and the convo started with "hey guys, ........." then i realised i was actually the only guy. but it didnt go as well as i thought la.. cause of STNICKS funfair lol... not that i think ac is better, but if its far then its far la right!! (ok at this point some people will be saying YA RIGHT LIKE REAL DISTANCE IS SO NOT THE FACTOR) but i dont care la cause this is my blog whahah.

felt kinda regretful not joining shuyi, sihui fiona and yiling at the funfair... cause i promised to be with yanling and delci alr...which led on to rophi, derek, daniel and enping.. wished caleb was there though! then after that ronda and dionne came to find me too.
and then the ex 1b guys went for dinner at fish and co... and i had to be home cause my cousin came back... aiya very bad timing la... feel partially burdened also. maybe they feel i dont want to be around??

but rly.. its these thoughts that kill you and make you emo. i dont have to be accountable to anybody, who i was with or who i spent my time with... cause i treat all my friends equally..

i still dont have a best friend. i doubt i will need one... or could it be that i'm afraid that the one best friend may turn away and hurt me? its something buried way too deep last year i cant bear to dig it out again...
but i'm getting along fine.. sharing different problems with who i feel is suitable to share with.
nonetheless, Jesus being the one who knows all of these problems at the same time. its sufficient hahaha...

i think being in cj.. did things to me. when i saw my old friends again its like the OHHHH I MISS YOU kinda feeling, as if you never saw them for 10 years when its only 10 days.
really missed nat and wenjie, derek, rophi, xinghui, cheryl too.. it was an unexpected feeling but i felt as if we had lots to catch up.. everyone just seems to be in ac hahah...

ronda and dionne too... it was great meeting up with them again. though that ball was a bit sian already (must be st nicks) but ronda is mad. she's just crazy all the way to the extreme.

ohh other than the fellowship, fun o rama was quite a disappointment to me. for one reason.
NO ICE CREAM FLOATS. what is this! record breaking you know! first year they didnt have ice cream floats. whats the point of having ice cream without root beer, or root beer without ice cream? PEK CHEK LA... i hunted around the school with delci when yanling had to go. after that i hunted even more with ronda and dionne. and still no float. i think the ice cream sunk la. whahha.

i feel the man rising up in me LOL. i've had no emo gushes this week and i'm happy about it! perhaps it was due to the task of leading worship today, i had 2 weeks of focus on the task so my mind didnt stray anywhere far. seriously, His Grace is enough... and i'm so thankful God poured out all of it on me this week... to control my feelings, control my actions and made me more focussed. today's 5th sunday was the best... it can only get better thanks to adelle! i think she's rly doing a fantastic job and its inspiring me and others as well... nice one la adelle!

i cant blog now, its been a fruitful week but i think i only typed 40% here..
tons of work. so little time.

but i like. no time to emo... LETS GO LETS GO LETS GO.

Posted by keithc at 5:17 AM