Wednesday, March 26, 2008

cant believe i'm hitting my 80th post, shows i'm emoing very often!! no good!! lol.
but its good.. good that i get it now than later. shows imma growing boy lol... not just physically of course, (not just physically sideways to be specific.)

suddenly, i feel as if all's lost, all's gone. and i'm not holding onto anything anymore... why do i keep choosing to hold on to things that arent significant in my life, when there are so many more important things at hand for me to grasp on to...
schoolwork's a great challenge, improving my guitar skills and all, ministry and the tasks i'm assigned to do, it should all come first. even my fitness level.. arhh i cant survive mass pe.. though i have significantly improved alr lol.
great that i've let go of some stuffs, or maybe God helped me by taking them away? Thank you, i will continue focussing on the tasks at hand. Holidays were really... way too much time for me to digress into things i shouldnt be into. from now on its no more lots-of-free-time-play-play keith, no more emo-1-korner attitudes or joker attitudes.
the real guy will shine through lol... (pls dunn laugh i mean it!!! urghh)

and i'm not afraid to ask for additional prayer... so if you feel compelled to do so, do pray for me.. it wont be easy here in cjc.

this sun's worship is starting to get me worried... the first 5th sunday we're gonna blow up the youth atmosphere, and the special programme.. i pray it'll be great, jiayou adelle! for the first time, there will be outsiders entering agape too... including some of my trackers friends i hope! and my sister and her friends invited more fairfield people too. pray i'll have the annointing and leadership enough to manifest God's prescence this sunday...

til then, school's still busy urghh.. shout out to mark ho and buddy marissa! these 2 next to me everyday, makes jc life funnier hahahaha...

"whoa mr kam rub the board rub until so hard!"
"see la! never go army thats why laa!!"

and my gp teacher.. he rly got me stunned today..
"can you think of any other words that have the same meaning as NEW?"
"teacher, can i say FRESH?"
"wad fresh?? fresh babes right?"

me: STUNNED

"ahh there he dont say anything i also know what he's thinking of already"

me in my head: WHOAAA KANA BULLY BY GP TEACHER WHOAAAAA THATS IT. after i go army i come back find you ah!!!!
class erupted in groans and laughter... and i was still perma stunned...

ok la i kinda feel guilty at the mr kam joke la... it was quite bad of mark and i. not to mention, my poor justification of "but jc life sucks! no choice must make life entertaining" is not really good enough whaahah. thats why i fail gp whahahah.... btw, the army jokes are rly kind of an inside joke la hahhaha...

til the end of the week!
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i was right, everyone's different.
and i am different as well, perhaps for the better.
but why cling on when i can embrace.
why hurt myself when i have a choice?
lets live sec4 all over again, focus.









Posted by keithc at 1:53 AM