Sunday, February 10, 2008
when you want it, its never around.when you choose to reject it, it suddenly comes.
i have no idea why its always the case. but well whats most important is focusing on God and making him the centre of your life, in every single aspect...
honestly, life sucks man. how can life rock without God? i'll be some self condemned asshole wallowing in pity, sin and guilt my entire life if Jesus had not died... once again, i thank God for what he has done on the cross and claim his promises...
was telling ariel today that once u become a christian, you get stronger AND weaker at the same time... cause there will be the world and satan against you...
so, if ur christian and you dont stick to the word... better buck up man!
oh ya and the doomsday 2012 thingy... quite freaky...
its not for us to know... and jesus will come at a time where we least expect it. wont that mean we can never predict our doomsday??
anyway, even if its 2012, no diff. we should be living everyday like its our last...
and all that crap was to divert me from the real thing. and thats the stress of my upcoming 10day mission trip... and then straight into jc. somebody help me! i have many doubts about ac, and i dont think it'll be easy for me to appeal in!! i really do hope i can make it... and i'll promise to mug like mad. cause my focus now is different... i'll seriously be honouring God in another aspect this time. its like. if he could deliver me from hell in sec3 and 4, why wouldnt he bring me through!!
looking back, i'm really happy i didnt give up after prelims!! witness this, world. My God is a God of miracles...
if ur reading this, do pray alongside with me for my mission trip and mission group... we are after all, there to do God's work, so pray for us to do it well! but somehow it does feel like a service learning all over again... good too, for me to experience some happiness this time. the last one ended off really badly.. nonetheless, a good experience :)
on another sad note.. the beginning of the mission trip also marks the end of trackers 08 for me, more or less la. cause once i'm back and if i get to jc again, i wont be able to attend the last remainding week... :( its been great, really. and i'll be super sad on the graduation night!! so many of us are sure to cry... haizzz.
it was alr quite close today as we sent the cambodian team off... oh well tmr sure wun cry. 545am, who will send me off? hahahah...
thanks to my agape ppl, who have shown me lots of support despite my very "well hidden" cover. i do hope to bring something back, so we can benefit something altogether...
gonna be posting some pics now. whee my first time. gonna be small so click them to view lah.
dan's bdayy...
rophi, delci and samuel actually made daniel do this blindfold act on a bus!!! while i was having meeting.. hahah.
seriously, LOLLLL.
DAO-POK.
another dao pic! i think the lighting rocks la.
rophi, i'm just too hot la admit it.
mai kp la haha.
more tao pok! lol.. i'm damn happy i didnt get one!
aww the usual. all in.class reunion!! was really great..
i told them i must at least take one shot with joy yeo. she's my ou xiang! so one day if she makes it big i can show people this photo and say "eh u know joy yeo used to be in my class leh!"
i should stop eating la! the stripes on my shirt look more convex than concave. screw geog lol. btw, delci takes 2 humans! tts madness la.
agreed that xinghui should smile more.. :)
its TIME TO SHAVE ARMPIT!! SHAVING CREAM AHHAHAAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA
eh, sorry ah enping.
YC TRYING TO COPY, AND YANLING ABOUT TO GET SOME! (ok maybe me)
the emoboys of 4f!! (extras behind not included)
ferny and i, all time best budds la...alright, trackers.... u've been hearing me but u've never seen the ppl before:
ok i'm risking a lot of guts to post this pic!! but i think i look cool, right??def gonna miss these guys..
our first outing (or rather mine) at sake sushi:)
another outing i suppose... forgot alr.
erm same outing.
emo@ sake sushi! can u see the light surrounding me? (angels singing)its been a great experience with u guys, learning things from ppl same aged as me, like minded as well as from the spiritually mature peeps, (i'm refering to the 19+ lao jiaos... hahaa)
being the only person from ur church has its advantages, i'm sure kevin would agree too. there are no boundaries to befriending and learning... :)
these are like super old pics la... i'll post more recent ones after my trip!
bye for now..
