"hey, not til you're done with ______. not yet..."
(disappointed,)
"why are all guys the same? (blahblahblah... cant rmb..)
its your chance now, if you dont go for it, you'll never be able to get it. the time is now.. you sure this is what you'll choose? "
"yep, i'd still give you up."
***
"this is why _____ is so yesterday."
(bends forward and GASPS* kisses me)
the world disappeared as i turned to find myself engaging in liplock. with eyes closed, a mirage of colours dominated the black.
eric clapton's and john mayer's solos were played in my ear.
it just felt totally right.
as we pulled away from each other, all of a sudden the contrast went up.
the sun shone brighter than it had, and her face looked like a portion of heaven.
both of us smiled, a strange bond was formed. something we both felt comfortable with, something many other losers will be envious about.
all of a sudden, her mood changed. she told me about herself regarding _____ and her own topic. i rebutted, and suddenly we were debating, about what i cant really remember as well. but it was like how horrible debates in school can get.
at her last rebutt, i stopped. this shouldnt be the way love works,
i bent forward, and gently kissed her back.
the world flipped back over to its bright side again wth. she stopped..
having missed my bus stop over a petty quarrel, i got up and gave her one last look, before going down the side stairs again.
*heart-melted.
***
i woke up, thinking OMG I GOT A GIRLFRIEND.
2 seconds later, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. and i wondered if that was really how bgrs really are. u get heaven for a while, and then hell. but freak, its all fake.
4 seconds later, AHHH IT WAS A DREAM!! awwwwwwwwwww. but it felt so real.
but then again, its disgusting how a girl like her would end up with me. she's wayy to good. and wayy pro.
and the dream made her look like a slut, but obviously she isnt.
aw keith. next time u ever think of a BGR,
in your dreams, in your dreams.
