Friday, May 11, 2007

-a turnover?-

i really have friends... as in really. and i thought everything was just fake, meant to be. but theres this warm side in me, which just cannot refuse friends.. why?

thought my mindset was that it'd be over, i'll keep to myself.. friends are secondary. but i was wrong... they are really just so nice. why think so far into the future, that they'll leave you, they'll have their own paths...


just cherish what you have now. thats how i think it should be now... :) why does my mindset keep changing.

i wanna highlight these 4 ppl esp.. they are.. a special group of friends i would say...

wenjie and mence. i dunno how much i mean to you both.. maybe nothing, maybe just something. but to me its okay, cause you both are the ones who built me and woke me up. you guys will have a special place in me regardless of whatever...
initially thought they knew nothing. but i'm proven wrong...
always thought they werent that close, esp after the event. but i've noticed for very long alr... everytime i had fun, you guys were around. at lan, studying in e bb room... its always you 2. and i never thought why did u both still wanna hang out with me... thank you so much:)

delci and yanling.. always thought u girls were the nicest things in 4F... so fun and encouraging. maybe a bit naggy, but the naggy stuff make me feel like i'm someone important, and thanks for that.
always so encouraging but yet u never expected any encouragement... i think its really something...
didnt think i would become a close friend, but i guess its all in time. you both molded me too...
used to think that "oh. huh? delci/yanling got 29/30 AGAIN? expected la. imba la" but now i know why you both want it so badly... and its making perfect sense to me.. you 2 will always mean a lot to me too...
sometimes its tough being imba, and now i can understand it... thank you for sharing, and opening me up.

i read samuel's latest blogpost, the person was just like me. exactly. and he had friends who didnt like what he told them, and ranted on their blogs. just like me too. but its ok, since everyone goes through the same thing... and i have learned... friendship has been taken to a whole new level. its tough to explain, but to put it simply, and VERY SIMPLY,

friends are good people, but watch what you say.
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of course.. many other friends helped me, fern, tuck, jacon.. just that recently these 4 are really worth mentioning... the ones who are not afraid to hurt. i'm pretty touched..

oh well to sidetrack a little, can somebody get me spiderman's alienwear costume. its totally cool and it can make pockets for u to store stuff. and i'll feel good. maybe can play soccer better. and i'll be totally mean. like u know having guts to scold miss wong "incorrigible pig" like how she did to me. maybe make me a lil more hyper in class. and dance cool. with angsty hair. oh well.

for that i deserve to be condemned i guess. black is so not my colour...








Posted by keithc at 10:52 AM