Sunday, April 08, 2007
wheres my drive.
i cant go on.
i keep stoning.
wasting my time away searching for guitars, playing guitar and crapping with a math questions.
getting distracted. think i needa smash my com up.
drifting further and further away...
lord i need u back in me desperately.
i wanna smile tomorrow when i go to school!
i wanna stop worrying about the tests... cause theres just so much pressure...
its now or never keith. once ur results start shining, you wont stop. u can carry on ur path of good results... stressful. i want it. i so wanna understand every damn thing.
no keith. just #$%^&* it. why stress urself like that... go lie on your bed la. ur so tired... every minute, ur eyes are dreamy. about to close. someone turned the grey contrast up... everything's blurry...
someone's stretching ur eye muscles. ur head hurts cause u dun get enough sleep u moron.
you just woke up 1 hour ago from a 2 hour nap.. but ur so tired. simple. u still need more sleep...
a pile of worksheets lie strewn all over the table...
i move towards the table... sat on the chair.
and slouched my back over my bed.
whoa, so cooling. so soft. so smooth. smoother then the A4 papers on my table.
softer then the super soft rubber eraser.
i take my bolster. its heaven.
covering my eyes, another 2 hours pass by without me knowing.
i woke up.. hyped up.
looked at the papers... so rough. so messy. sian.
looked to my right. a black, shiny, attractive mass appears.
its body is sexy. its gonna sound great.
switched on the amp. and pedal switch.
turned the cabinet to vintage.
turned ambience to reverb 140.
turned amp volume to 4.
turned pedal volume knob to 100%.
play cranky tunes.
woo over. 1 hour has passed.
hmm lets see what i shall do on the com now... err
sian la. wenjie's blogged about emo stuff again. nat blogged something based on wenjie's blog. daniel's ranting about his ulcers. alvin hasnt updated. and derrick blogged something on emo bb boys. wadever. mence's still. wth. i dunno wad ur blogging about... so general..
1 week... bb has not gotten out of my head.
someone... find my key. and jack my motor.
cause i'm cranking up.
Posted by keithc at 5:47 AM
