Tuesday, April 17, 2007

my wrath burn against u, Amath.

i cant believe it. its the first time i'm fired up and totally pissed off with myself over my a maths test...
actually, i wouldnt be if i didt encounter the exact same problem with chemistry...
u know, i could... could have passed both tests... if not for a friggin 8-mark question which i screwed up callously or with a mental block.

i mltiplied the friggin bonds wrongly la, then got some endothermic reaction. its ok, i put that one-digit result at the back of my head, cause i know my mistake alr.
and then the a maths one was the worst! totally mental block. its like i KNOW how to do the question la.. even the 5-mark max min part... standard question... but i didnt know how to find some AREA of an isoceles triangle! when its just there, in my face. just like. divide the thing into 2 and use pythagoras theorem. frick laaaa. 8 marks... from 17.5 to 9.5.

today was the last straw alr... i will take no more nonsense from myself. this kinda mistakes... i ought to get killed. never before have i felt so so angry. i walked out of class straight after Amath at 3, bypassing all the dudes. then left straight home without lunch... wanted to re do the whole paper again, but then my dad came back from india, wanted to take my sis and i to visit my mum in hospital, but dun worry.. small issues la.

so visited her lo... very draggy, came home super tired... so i slept, and now i'm awake. gonna do the e math hw first... doubt i'll do the a math corrections today...

how am i gonna start studying when everyday has its issues and requires its naps...

tmr... wed right. think i wun be having anything on.. finally, another bright day to come home and start... pray that i'll have e energy to!
------------------------------------------------------

saw wenny's blog... i did think i was one of the 2 dudes mentioned.. thought the 2nd guy really fit me... cause recently i've been really pmssy, well more like frustrated la... but i onli bugged him for one day.. so i was thinking how on earth could i bug him for so long.. but well, my mentality keeps changing, at one point its i dun care, another point is "lets do this together". its weird... dependin on what God brings on me, cause sometimes its just so direct... a message from the bible.

right now i'm right with god again, thats why the sustainability (so geoggy) is there. everyday read bible.. cant go wrong one la. maybe i'll act pmsy. just so i can concentrate better. tee.

coldplaying.keith.

Posted by keithc at 5:45 AM