Monday, December 25, 2006
christmas+ holiday review+ e super accurate survey thing from nat
hello! so this is my last post of the year i suppose! hahaha... well, christmas has been great, with lotsa meaning and lotsa love.. i felt it this year haha... u never know how much joy carolling can bring..u know mi carolling group is small, with a small number of us stuffed into a small bus. but yet there was so much fun, singing and impromptu-partying... i felt so happy, and i wondered if it was e real meaning of experiencing christmas... feeling loved, and to love... and i'm not kiddin. keith is here talking about love...
what on earth is love la. its not totally giving, not totally receiving. not loving someone more then someone else...
|[[its about, YOU, WANTING, to do your BEST for someone.]]|
u got e main point? hahaha.. it means lets say u see an outcast. and just cause u want to love him, u make the effort to reach out of ur comfort zone just to talk to him. to know him more? cause after all, didnt jesus do just that?
u know last time, i thought being mr nice guy was good, now i think, being nice totally pays off... i'm not doing it to get loved, not to get any self shit, but i truly feel good just showing someone that i care, u know. sincerely...
christmas has so much meaning... even if it means i cant get a handphone, or i have to part with my watch for 1 month cause the repairing takes THAT LONG... boohoo.
love. i love love.
in a different aspect.
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holidays ah.. ahha. this has been the best so far. i dun need some working experience man. i learned stuff like people skills. stuff like love. stuff like being nice? perhaps its been valuable... yes. veryvery good this year, i feel totally ready to move on...
guys i'm sorry. sorry for being an ass. i know i was, and some of u still think i am. but i'm determined to follow christ, if u accept him, pls accept my apology...
feel free to correct me in any way you want, if i have misunderstood you or anything, i'm willing to think about it more in-depth. u can confront me straight, i'll accept it too...
sorry for the shit i've done, if i have in your eyes... yep!
so, i have learned to say sorry too. even if i think i'm perfect, i know i'm not. even if i think i wasnt in the wrong, i'm willing to say sorry... it helps SO MUCH. it saves a friend... taaaaaahh very complicated.
i have also learned to go the extra mile, for a friend u love... as in.. all the way. ah but i have no examples currently, i'll prefer keeping it to myself... can ask me if ur interested hahaha...
i feel, just talking helps so much... u know i talked to mence recently, and realised instead of helping him, he helped me too... hahaha.. so just go! dial that number, double click tt msn name, and talk. haha.
blogging about parties are meaningless, cause those are memories. but oh well, its friendships we build tt matters... gosh i'm gonna miss janice's and lois' cousins (or nephews and nieces?) its like we became so close in just 1 week. and now they gtg back to malaysia.. boo hoo.
ah, a great holiday. with good enriching camps. made me get more exposed... i love it. i love this kinda adventurous stufffss.. v interesting.
so, this is what i've accomplished and went through in e hols:
1.nco camp
2.church camp
3.2nd church camp, refer to e previous post.
4.carolling
5.improved my guit skills
6.did 1 blogskin.
7.did a lil homework? is this even counted -.-
8.helped out a lil here and there...
9.got super active in church, yeah a lil tiring.
ah i dunno what else. really a lot..
perfect holiday planned by God himself. wooo
alright, so sec3 is really a time to learn. i wonder 1 more year from now what kinda stuffs will i be blogging... hehehe.
mence, i just wanna say... even if u lose it all, I"M HERE TO GIVE U UR ASSPOKE ALWAYS, ALWAYS.
alrightXD
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ok now this is the survey i saw on nat's blog, and damn its accurate. but somehow i feel cheated. wadever.
| You Are a Prophet Soul |
 You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone. Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people. Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run. No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way. You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle. Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings. A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning. You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul |
sounds like me? ahh wdv. stupid crap.
coldplaying.keith.
