Friday, November 17, 2006

friendships are a facade

screw this la.. fine la we had fun. it was enjoyable... we got closer to each other... and yeah, i foresaw it from the start, people will get pissed. wth lor.. now ppl are pissed and jealous. what am i? everybody's best friend? i cant fit and i cant entertain everyone here? its just a bloody stayover for 3 days... why do ppl get upset.. plus.

1B is over.

i dunno about you la. but that is what it is to me. people left, we have disbanded. only a few people are close to each other now. think about it man. when was the last time u spoke to everyone from 1B. girls and guys alike.

time passes, people change. friends change. characters are different. a class cant be as united as it once was anymore.

rivalry, jealousy, anger, hatred and feelings like that are harboured. ouch, it only hurts others.
and in all these, have u ever thought "why did got make things like that?"
"how can i resolve this issue?"
"is it ever possible for me to make 1B united all over again?"

no right? u never thought of it. cause ur pissed.

and let me say this, even if it has ever crossed your mind, its virtually impossible. people feel uneasy with each other.. old frauds never cleared up.

then some will say "dun want to go la.. got something on" then they are just avoiding the issue.

ITS LIKE THAT. THIS IS LIFE. u got ur friends, i've got mine.
guess we'll never be friends again, i'm sorry. i'm willing, but i doubt u will be..
i still miss the times we sing gay songs and stuff, but now its all over..



even up til now, i wonder if the close friends i have will stick by me in the future. its all a temporal thing.
i want it to last... the sweet moments, the tough moments and the times where we help each other.
i dun ever wanna stop gaying with the guys...
i dun ever wanna stop going to sauna's and having bbqs...

i love you all! and its practically real now, cause of all the years..

but i know God's presence in our lives never end. and in him, we can surely find refuge and help... never doubt God, cause he's always faithful... even if friends suck, God never does.

1b is different already guys... it'll never be the same ever. and gguess wad? the horrible thing is that its natural. it will happen man...

so i wanna say a sincere sorry to the others.. cause we arent as close as before... and i never put in any effort to be..

coldplaying.keith
knew this would have happened.. dammit

Posted by keithc at 3:08 AM