Tuesday, July 05, 2005

youth day sucks... plus today even worse...

ok... my blog title... LYFE IS WEIRD... its true... and you get the sadness amplified all the time..

i dunno if its just irregular or normal hormones... but everyone at this time gets VERY IDIOTIC and ARROGANT... proud ass... i always say... but i've never considered myself as one before...

well i've been sticking to christ... and i do get probed by HS... so i'm always alert whenever do something wrong, but sometimes its really hard to tell...

yesterday totally sucks... i couldn believe that everyone around me is havig fun.. my church mates...the love of my life... haiz but i was taunted...

we went to see movie... the pathetic group of 5 people... but i left the after a while to play basketball... at least it helped a bit.. sweating is out helps a lot.
not tt movie was bad... i enjoyed their company.. but somehow.. youth day just doesn seem so... slow and draggy...

basketball rocked... then home.. rather late... and then talk to her on msn again... but she never said much... and then sad again... then sleep. then today...

pissed off with mr lim... i din do anything... well must be the BB thingie again. one die all get it... so sian... fine lah get toasted butt onli wad.. i dun mind even if its for the month... i just want my lunch...

then media was boring... jacon and i slack on the seats... developed a new way to sleep on 2 chairs... haaha... but stil got some work done..

wellz i dunno about nat, but i felt extremely miserable.. cause his girl wrote him a note... and then i felt so out.. cause i thought i was the one who helped him quite a lot.. then he's like- no big deal... haiz...
SOME PEOPLE GET IT ALL... not me...

then i played soccer... scored 2 goals leh! first time ever.. but then i din feel as great... not outstanding... why... cause i dunno... i've just been thinking... i like her for 4 years already... and i also get nothing out of it but bad results... and then i'm wasting my time and youth on these stuff... haiz. WHEN WILL SHE EVER BE PRESENT... when will i ever get it... i'll just hang on to God first, then wait...

wellz i dun feel like blogging anymore... BUT I WUN CLAIM I"M DEPRESSED...
THAT
IS
FOR
SISSYS!!!!!!!! ALL WIMPS!

i'm gonna make a diff... i dunno how... but i'll do it pro... not those idiots busking their lame tricks on girls...

Posted by keithc at 7:45 AM